.October 9, 2005 ' 11:56 Y
Nothing seems to be the wayThat it used to beEverything seems shallowGod give me truth In me, and tell me somebody's watchingOver me and that is all I'm praying is thatSomeday, I will understandIn God's whole planAnd what he's done to meOh but maybe someday I will breatheAnd I'll finally seeDon't you run too fast my dearWhy don't you stop ?Just stop and listen to your tearsThey're all you've got, it's in youYou see somedbody's watchingNo moment will be more true Than the moment I look at youIt's in youso dont you cry my dear. i'll be here. days were spent as per normal. studied at the airport with puny jie and janan yeaterday. saw nic, sing hong, dwayne, remy, jin chuen, xuan hao, joe, aiya.. pratically the whole UFC la huh. den went to CENTURY SQUARE to have dinner. i hate that place.*sobs!* but it was dinner.. i cant shed a tear for just dinner right? talk to someone who seemed really shattered."i mean waiting for will be a waste of time unless she gives me a chance right?"
well.. i dont know, really. if you love somebody but that someone doesnt give a f*** about you so why wait? but if you want to you wait and get hurt all as the same time.. you make your decision alright? if you are strong enough to get hurt and take all her shit den wait. if not, let her go and give it up already. you can start something new ok?
i dont know what's today gonna be like. i'm gonna meet sarah later and go swimming!!! finally! gonna soak in the water and realese the exam stress which is like TOMORROW!!! how?!!?! i need caffaine!!! *nudge marcus* not anything else not peanut butter & toothpaste =x not any other weird stuff just coffee!!! :) ok. i have to go pack stuff for later!! swim swim!! haha. i'll blog about today later yall!! promise. *salutes!*